**Thoughts III**

I'm at home...bumming...talking to Yixian and Rod on msn...*hahaha Rod you twit I cannot believe you dislocated your shoulder trying to get your pillow...what the suay luck lo...* to Yixian: Your present will come!! :p
Anyhow, just had a long day, quite pleasant to say the least.. grabbed some extremely mature reason from Butters in South Park, one of the episodes, I think its called 'Raisins'. When Butters broke up, he felt so sad and he actually said something that made sense...like the sadness he feels only happened because he felt really happy at one point...so its a happy sort of sad. Fwah. If my kids said that I would have been so proud...at the age of nine, too.
I'm moving home today...(its 12:27am...so yeah...) I have mixed feelings, but can't say I don't want to be home...home is still where the heart is. Besides, I don't want to trouble dear's parents and all...
I did alot of thinking today. I'm currently reading this book called
"Conversations with God, Part I" Its a fantastic book. I bought it, left it on the shelf for about 5 years, and finally decided to make use of the money i spent on it. Check this part out:: "Words are merely utterances: noises that stand for feelings, thoughts, and experiences. They are not Truth. They are not the real thing.":: Pretty damn logical, if you ask me, although I wouldn't encourage readers to delve too deep into it. Just take it like a philosophical perspective from a man who was lucky enough to talk to God. (We'll give him the benefit of the doubt here.)
*sigh* Another day tomorrow in Sentosa stuck with some Singapore Poly interns for orientation...I'd frankly rather stay in the office...air-conditioned, peaceful and at least I can talk to someone there. But hey, I get paid to while away the hours with those people so what the heck...tag along..
Currently now extremely busy with my work and doing some of my own reading on the planes and all that...at first it really is hard because all that jargon and the stuff you have to remember is really gibberish to me, however I have to do it. And I absolutely HATE saying the phrase "I have no choice." Because everyone does, and its a matter of whether you want to set your heart to getting things done well or just procrastinate until you get to the last minute and if you fail (which you sure as hell most likely will), you regret it and the regret is super unecessary. I mean people have to start learning from their experiences and stop thinking that everyday is given and just go on making the same old mistakes over and over. Its damn irritating. Not that I'm perfect or anything, but you know, please man. Stop whining about your troubles, especially the ones you totally brought upon yourself. Pick up and move on, no matter how hard it is. God put you on earth to make mistakes and LEARN, not just make mistakes. You'll never get anywhere if you just sit down and cry over spilt milk.
Sorry...maybe I'm just tired...rambling on and on about the world...A dose of Russell Peters can really do everyone some good. That guy is the funniest moron I have ever seen. Comedians are really brave to an extent, making a complete ass out of themselves to make other people laugh...its like the ultimate sacrifice. *laughter*
Oh well...I better get to bed...work tomorrow....super early...aarrghhh...Good night...